I guess today my world ended, I found out the one I love no longer believes in me, and I really don't know what the future will hold. I feel so lost and alone, I don't know what to do, I feel as though I lost everything and life is meaningless. This is going to be my last blog until I find myself.
goodbye everyone,
until next time
Broken dreams, and empty promises.......................
Broken dreams and empty promises started off as a for me to catch your attention, now that I've got it I've gotta say thanks for stopping by.
Short but straight to the point.....
Short but straight to the point.....
Whats the difference between me and you........
So what's the difference between me and you, well first of all I'm here and you are there. Secondly I'm writing this blog and you are reading it, and most importantly I'm not afraid to step forward and take the steps I need to take to get where I'm going. Now I'm not saying that I'm better than you because I'm not by a long shot, but whoever you are, where ever you are just know I'm always striving to better myself, can you say the same?
So anyway that's my rant for the night so now for the good stuff, for all you idol fans out there here is an update just in case you missed idol this week. This week the first of the top 12 has been eliminated, and for the second time in as many seasons we have to say goodbye to Lacey Brown :(
Goodbye Lacey good luck next year! So now we are down to our top 11, it's too soon to tell who's going to win but so far the early candidates seem to be Michael "Big Mike" Lynche, Crystal Bowersox, and Siobhan Magnus. Who is your favorite? Make sure to vote for them every week if you are here in the states if not then cross your fingers and pray that the idol gods favor your idol :)
Now for the personal stuff, I went for a really nice run today. It was somewhere around 2 miles, or 3.218 kilos. It really gave me some time to think and analyze my life, my hopes, my dreams, my aspirations, and I have decided that I'm for sure going to finish schooling in business management, and I will as be looking to start a new career. I'm looking for something fast paced and exciting, I recently applied to Farmers Insurance and with a little bit of luck I will be starting work there very soon as an insurance agent :) This is the first of many big steps I'm going to be taking in my life. This is going to be a wild ride I'm going on, who wants to hop on board.
Here are some pictures of me recently playing with fire, it's a new and exciting hobby of mine and I'm hoping that I get really good at it. Well boys and girls, that's all for now. Remember to comment on your likes and dislikes of the blog. Also feel free to tell me what you want me to talk about, if I don't know anything about the subject I will make something up.
Later all
So anyway that's my rant for the night so now for the good stuff, for all you idol fans out there here is an update just in case you missed idol this week. This week the first of the top 12 has been eliminated, and for the second time in as many seasons we have to say goodbye to Lacey Brown :(
Goodbye Lacey good luck next year! So now we are down to our top 11, it's too soon to tell who's going to win but so far the early candidates seem to be Michael "Big Mike" Lynche, Crystal Bowersox, and Siobhan Magnus. Who is your favorite? Make sure to vote for them every week if you are here in the states if not then cross your fingers and pray that the idol gods favor your idol :)
Now for the personal stuff, I went for a really nice run today. It was somewhere around 2 miles, or 3.218 kilos. It really gave me some time to think and analyze my life, my hopes, my dreams, my aspirations, and I have decided that I'm for sure going to finish schooling in business management, and I will as be looking to start a new career. I'm looking for something fast paced and exciting, I recently applied to Farmers Insurance and with a little bit of luck I will be starting work there very soon as an insurance agent :) This is the first of many big steps I'm going to be taking in my life. This is going to be a wild ride I'm going on, who wants to hop on board.
Here are some pictures of me recently playing with fire, it's a new and exciting hobby of mine and I'm hoping that I get really good at it. Well boys and girls, that's all for now. Remember to comment on your likes and dislikes of the blog. Also feel free to tell me what you want me to talk about, if I don't know anything about the subject I will make something up.
Later all
Blogging is Blah.........
Blogging is blah, well not really it's actually a great emotional outbreak. I never did finish wild ride, like most of my work it's just not going to happen. I don't mind though it's my process I have many many started works and very little completed works but the completed works usually turn out pretty good. So whats new with me eh, well I'm starting to prepare for my trip to the Philippines. I got my passport app today and I should have the passport in about a month in and a half. Yes I said a month and a half, while other countries get theirs in a matter of minuets here in America we gotta wait. I don't mind though the trip isn't until June, I do hope that I beat the rains but if not it's ok too since I have never seen a monsoon before :)So anyway there is no poems today since I have nothing new to post, so anyway that's all for now more rants and raves to come soon.
The return of the super sloth............
So this the the return of the super sloth, an already slow moving animal moving even slower. So here is an update of what's been up with me, I got robbed at work, check, saw a doctor about it, check, haven't been cleared to work yet, check, yep that's pretty much it. I have been leading a very low key life trying to save money for an up and coming trip. I'm going to go to the lovely city of manila for one week of fun and adventure. I'm hoping that I won't stand out to much and that maybe I will come away with a more worldly view on life, well at least I'm hoping to eat lots of good food :) So I have decided to write a poem right here on the blog all free style like, no editing or erasing allowed. All mistakes and errors will be left in and I will be trying to go back and work on it weekly. I'm doing this so I can give you guys a kind of insight to my mind, to show you the processes I go through to make a finished product. So I always start of with a title and write around that, everything from poems to short stories, songs to sonnets, they all start with a title. Well the last one is a lie, I've never written a sonnet, who do I look like Shakespeare.
So here we go from start to finish this should be a wild ride, him wild ride sounds like a good jumping off point.
Wild Ride
Free as a bird, I ride like the wind...................... grrrrrrrrr wild ride take 2 go
Wild Ride
Freedom always comes at a cost, there is no free lunch once you hit the open road. Diners and strip malls..................
grrr this is a hard subject, well this is my process, i usually mess up a ton. Well I'm going to take a break for a bit, but I will come back to this later on today.
So here we go from start to finish this should be a wild ride, him wild ride sounds like a good jumping off point.
Wild Ride
Free as a bird, I ride like the wind...................... grrrrrrrrr wild ride take 2 go
Wild Ride
Freedom always comes at a cost, there is no free lunch once you hit the open road. Diners and strip malls..................
grrr this is a hard subject, well this is my process, i usually mess up a ton. Well I'm going to take a break for a bit, but I will come back to this later on today.
