So if anyone has been wondering whats up with the new layouts, someone very special to me has been changing them :) with my permission of course :) I really trust her judgment and so whatever she picks I use :). So I have been thinking about how many people in my life I have used the L-bomb on and it's not very many at all. If you have ever heard that magical four letter word come out of my mouth consider yourself among an elite few. Now for the famous left field, well it's baseball season again, so what does that mean to me? Well that means until augest (football season) all radio and tv stations will be covering the MLB's 162 game season, not counting post season. Really baseball does it take you 162 games to realize the Yankees bought the world series. Speaking of football it's going to be a great season 16 weeks of cowboy toughness, go cowboys. Well that's all for now.
Chaz
Elephant + Man = OMG.....
Well I never got to go out last night since dinner took to long, but oh well it happens. I am currently watching the most shocking documentary it's called " China's Elephant Man". I feel so bad for this guy and I hope the out come turns out good for him. He has severe tumors on his face and body that horribly disfigure him. I would post pictures but they really are disturbing and I would recommend if you are interested either watching the video or searching the web for more information. His Tumors are a result from an extremely rare genetic disorder called neurofibromatosis
I do recommend that if you decide to watch this documentary you do so with caution. Some of the images can be rather disturbing. So anyway I will resume job hunting on Monday. I have decided that I really need a new job and that I have to save up so I can move. Anyway that's all for now, I will update more as I see more of the documentary.
Chaz
I do recommend that if you decide to watch this documentary you do so with caution. Some of the images can be rather disturbing. So anyway I will resume job hunting on Monday. I have decided that I really need a new job and that I have to save up so I can move. Anyway that's all for now, I will update more as I see more of the documentary.
Chaz
Adventures in stuff...
So today has been fairly uneventful, but I do get to go to a bon fire today and go fire spinning :) What is better than good friends good food beer and fire. You can't go wrong. So anyway that's all for now, I will update when I'm done hope everyone has a great day.
Chaz
Chaz
New beginnings, au revoir old habbits...
I'm writing this because I finally feel that I'm back to myself. I accept what has happened and I feel that I don't need to punish myself anymore. I have a new objective in life and I feel that if I can shake my old bad habits and forge new good ones that I will be able to fully obtain my goal. So when does too long turn into too late? I have no idea but I, don't intend to find out. I need huge change to right myself, to kind of rejuvenate myself if you will. So here is to new beginnings, new outlooks, and a new more consistent upbeat blog. Until next time
Chaz
Chaz
The end of a heartache
I guess today my world ended, I found out the one I love no longer believes in me, and I really don't know what the future will hold. I feel so lost and alone, I don't know what to do, I feel as though I lost everything and life is meaningless. This is going to be my last blog until I find myself.
goodbye everyone,
until next time
goodbye everyone,
until next time
Broken dreams, and empty promises.......................
Broken dreams and empty promises started off as a for me to catch your attention, now that I've got it I've gotta say thanks for stopping by.
Short but straight to the point.....
Short but straight to the point.....
Whats the difference between me and you........
So what's the difference between me and you, well first of all I'm here and you are there. Secondly I'm writing this blog and you are reading it, and most importantly I'm not afraid to step forward and take the steps I need to take to get where I'm going. Now I'm not saying that I'm better than you because I'm not by a long shot, but whoever you are, where ever you are just know I'm always striving to better myself, can you say the same?
So anyway that's my rant for the night so now for the good stuff, for all you idol fans out there here is an update just in case you missed idol this week. This week the first of the top 12 has been eliminated, and for the second time in as many seasons we have to say goodbye to Lacey Brown :(
Goodbye Lacey good luck next year! So now we are down to our top 11, it's too soon to tell who's going to win but so far the early candidates seem to be Michael "Big Mike" Lynche, Crystal Bowersox, and Siobhan Magnus. Who is your favorite? Make sure to vote for them every week if you are here in the states if not then cross your fingers and pray that the idol gods favor your idol :)
Now for the personal stuff, I went for a really nice run today. It was somewhere around 2 miles, or 3.218 kilos. It really gave me some time to think and analyze my life, my hopes, my dreams, my aspirations, and I have decided that I'm for sure going to finish schooling in business management, and I will as be looking to start a new career. I'm looking for something fast paced and exciting, I recently applied to Farmers Insurance and with a little bit of luck I will be starting work there very soon as an insurance agent :) This is the first of many big steps I'm going to be taking in my life. This is going to be a wild ride I'm going on, who wants to hop on board.
Here are some pictures of me recently playing with fire, it's a new and exciting hobby of mine and I'm hoping that I get really good at it. Well boys and girls, that's all for now. Remember to comment on your likes and dislikes of the blog. Also feel free to tell me what you want me to talk about, if I don't know anything about the subject I will make something up.
Later all
So anyway that's my rant for the night so now for the good stuff, for all you idol fans out there here is an update just in case you missed idol this week. This week the first of the top 12 has been eliminated, and for the second time in as many seasons we have to say goodbye to Lacey Brown :(
Goodbye Lacey good luck next year! So now we are down to our top 11, it's too soon to tell who's going to win but so far the early candidates seem to be Michael "Big Mike" Lynche, Crystal Bowersox, and Siobhan Magnus. Who is your favorite? Make sure to vote for them every week if you are here in the states if not then cross your fingers and pray that the idol gods favor your idol :)
Now for the personal stuff, I went for a really nice run today. It was somewhere around 2 miles, or 3.218 kilos. It really gave me some time to think and analyze my life, my hopes, my dreams, my aspirations, and I have decided that I'm for sure going to finish schooling in business management, and I will as be looking to start a new career. I'm looking for something fast paced and exciting, I recently applied to Farmers Insurance and with a little bit of luck I will be starting work there very soon as an insurance agent :) This is the first of many big steps I'm going to be taking in my life. This is going to be a wild ride I'm going on, who wants to hop on board.
Here are some pictures of me recently playing with fire, it's a new and exciting hobby of mine and I'm hoping that I get really good at it. Well boys and girls, that's all for now. Remember to comment on your likes and dislikes of the blog. Also feel free to tell me what you want me to talk about, if I don't know anything about the subject I will make something up.
Later all
Blogging is Blah.........
Blogging is blah, well not really it's actually a great emotional outbreak. I never did finish wild ride, like most of my work it's just not going to happen. I don't mind though it's my process I have many many started works and very little completed works but the completed works usually turn out pretty good. So whats new with me eh, well I'm starting to prepare for my trip to the Philippines. I got my passport app today and I should have the passport in about a month in and a half. Yes I said a month and a half, while other countries get theirs in a matter of minuets here in America we gotta wait. I don't mind though the trip isn't until June, I do hope that I beat the rains but if not it's ok too since I have never seen a monsoon before :)So anyway there is no poems today since I have nothing new to post, so anyway that's all for now more rants and raves to come soon.
The return of the super sloth............
So this the the return of the super sloth, an already slow moving animal moving even slower. So here is an update of what's been up with me, I got robbed at work, check, saw a doctor about it, check, haven't been cleared to work yet, check, yep that's pretty much it. I have been leading a very low key life trying to save money for an up and coming trip. I'm going to go to the lovely city of manila for one week of fun and adventure. I'm hoping that I won't stand out to much and that maybe I will come away with a more worldly view on life, well at least I'm hoping to eat lots of good food :) So I have decided to write a poem right here on the blog all free style like, no editing or erasing allowed. All mistakes and errors will be left in and I will be trying to go back and work on it weekly. I'm doing this so I can give you guys a kind of insight to my mind, to show you the processes I go through to make a finished product. So I always start of with a title and write around that, everything from poems to short stories, songs to sonnets, they all start with a title. Well the last one is a lie, I've never written a sonnet, who do I look like Shakespeare.
So here we go from start to finish this should be a wild ride, him wild ride sounds like a good jumping off point.
Wild Ride
Free as a bird, I ride like the wind...................... grrrrrrrrr wild ride take 2 go
Wild Ride
Freedom always comes at a cost, there is no free lunch once you hit the open road. Diners and strip malls..................
grrr this is a hard subject, well this is my process, i usually mess up a ton. Well I'm going to take a break for a bit, but I will come back to this later on today.
So here we go from start to finish this should be a wild ride, him wild ride sounds like a good jumping off point.
Wild Ride
Free as a bird, I ride like the wind...................... grrrrrrrrr wild ride take 2 go
Wild Ride
Freedom always comes at a cost, there is no free lunch once you hit the open road. Diners and strip malls..................
grrr this is a hard subject, well this is my process, i usually mess up a ton. Well I'm going to take a break for a bit, but I will come back to this later on today.
new year same crap.... left on the slow side
Well it's a brand new year so I guess I will post on a not so new blog. So far this year I have been yelled at, cursed at, and generally degraded. Ahh it's so nice to ring in the new year with a bang. So I decided not to go out this new years eve like all the previous years (since been 21 of course.) <--- See U.S drinking laws if you don't know what I'm talking about. It was so lonely and boring especially since I could hear my entire neighborhood laughing and celebrating the new year. I have decided what my new years resolution will be, and the drum roll please............ It's going to be me getting back to the way I use to be, I never use to sit around the house all day being fat and lazy so, starting with the new year I have been more proactive than normal. It has been pretty good for me except I think a certain someone isn't talking to me for some reason :( Any who I have to be jetting off to work now. I think that I will leave with the following quote " Falling from heaven doesn't hurt nearly as much as the impact of the ground." I saw it on a card once I don't know the author but it always stuck on me. Plenty more to come this year stay tuned I will be posting some great adventure stories from this year. Good bye 2009 and hello 2010.
